Step outside

Step outside yourself my friend
There’s many who need a hand to lend,
Many more need someone to listen
Or to guide them through a tough position.
You’re not the only one in pain,
So try not to live your life in vain
Give what you can and love another
For we are father, mother, sister and brother

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You always complain when I say I’m fine,
But it’s cos I cant find the words to describe,
All these thoughts running through my mind,
And all of the pain that I feel inside

People always keep telling me,
It’s OK to feel so empty,
They always talk at you try to offer reason,
But no one ever takes the time to just listen

At times, I feel I have no voice,
And suicide, seems like my only choice,
But I got people who depend on me,
And it’d be wrong to leave them so suddenly

So for my selfish ways,
I have to cut myself to try and numb the pain
But all these voices keep telling me,
It’s not enough, so I tread carefully.

So now I’m,
Caught in the wake,
Of all of my mistakes,
I try to mend them,
But it’s become to late,
And I try to move on,
But all my heart can sing is your song

I’m sorry for games I played,
So sorry that I caused you pain
I never wanted you to feel this way,
I hate the fact I made you felt betrayed.
And now all that I can see,
Is a lonely future without you and me,
It’s been a year since we were through,
And still I can’t get over you.

I wake up and my family’s gone,
Always knew I was the destructive one,
Can’t help but feel my time has come,
Without you I’m less than no-one,
I really hope that we can start anew,
I’ll be the person that I needed to.
So if your the kind to let go the past,
I pray to you to give me one more chance,
I’ll never betray you again,
You know love conquers all in the end.

So now I’m,
Caught in the wake,
Of all of my mistakes,
I try to mend them,
But it’s become to late,
And I try to move on,
But my heart keeps singing the same old song

I’m sorry for games I played,
So sorry that I caused you pain
I never wanted you to feel this way,
I hate the fact I made you felt betrayed.
And now all that I can see,
Is a lonely future without you and me,
It’s been a year since we were through,
Still no closer to letting go of you.

First Post, transcribed from an original freestyle rap.

She was more than perfection to me,

But time and again i treated her so badly,

I made her cry and left her hurtin’

Til the time came when she drew back the curtain,

To see me for who I really am,

A deceitful, despicable excuse for a man.

So when the time came when she said it’s done,

I started to change, so her heart would be won,

But it failed because it was too late, though I don’t think it’s fate,

Did it all for the wrong reasons, crying, watching the dying seasons

And no matter what you do you cant repair the lesions,

So you start to make the change for the better,

Try to move on and just forget her,

You lie to yourself and say you’re over her,

But that’s just so you don’t show how much you hurt.

And when all you want is just to be together,

Time won’t tell even if she says never,

Cos the thing is that they don’t understand,

Is your not in love with who they were in the past,

And that the chance that you’re asking for will be the last.

You wanna show them just how much you’ve changed,

The old you is dead, you’ll never be same,

And its not who they were of which you’re Wanting some

You’ve fallen in love again with the person that they’ve become.

And all that you want is just one more chance,

To say fuck it to history, you cannot rewrite the past,

Let’s give this one more go to be a family,

This can be our ever after, I promise you that we’ll live happily.